Falling together

I feel like the broken pieces of my life are falling back into place. I am so excited for Eric and I to become parents again. We miss our little Gabriel knowing he/she is in heaven, but I am very hopeful for the future. 

I just pray that God watch over our other children until we find them, and finally bring them home. I wish they knew how much I loved them already. I wish I could make them feel it, and to feel safe. I wish more than everything that we were through all of the paperwork, interviews, and traveling so that I could see their little faces. I want to tell them, "it's ok, mommy and daddy are here now, and we are taking you home forever."